i've got my answer.
the one i've expected of course.
but its alright. i'm stronger than i was last year.
not as affected. not as pathetic. not as useless.
i'll be fine. i mean i've done all these sorting out weeks ago.
i've already accepted everything.
everything.
there will come a time where you'll meet someone, someone who'll you want to settle down with.
and when that time comes, i'll be happy and there for you, as a dear friend should.
but there'll never be a time where i'll leave my heart vulnerable to you again.
never again.
i just thank everyone, who's helped me get over this last year. because frankly now i'm strong enough to take it with such grace. with such lack of response.
things won't change. they never do.
there will come a time where you'll meet someone, someone who'll you want to settle down with.
and when that time comes, i'll be happy and there for you, as a dear friend should.
but there'll never be a time where i'll leave my heart vulnerable to you again.
never again.
i just thank everyone, who's helped me get over this last year. because frankly now i'm strong enough to take it with such grace. with such lack of response.
things won't change. they never do.
i'll just be waiting to die alone.
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