21st June 2013

looking back at everything that transpired during the later half of last year.

i'm really really glad to have such awesome people like you two being there for me.

i love you two.

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there's nothing to be confused about.

we're friends. just really really good platonic friends.

reading back to the year before where i gave you my heart and you left it shambles. i've grown so much since then. 

i guess the reason to why i'm so jaded and slightly confused about our situation is because, i'm constantly mortified about how you broke my heart. and from then on i subconsciously engraved the fact that we'll be nothing more than friends. which is true actually.

i don't despise you, i don't resent you anymore. i just genuinely care for you as a friend, maybe something more than that, but not in a spouse-like sense. if you'd ever meet someone new, or heck, get into a relationship, i'd be happy and proudly cheer you on.

this whole issue has just thought me that, our friendship is way more important than any unrequited feelings i think i'm having about you. and it took a few days, but i've cleared them, accepted them. 

i'll always love you though. but just because i inexplicably care for you so much.

that's all.