18th november 2011

tonight was to be a night of enjoyment,
i find myself being distant from the one i have feelings for,
he doesn't seem to give a fuck about my thoughts as well,
he goes with the crowd craves for the company,
while all i want is just him,
he spares no thought about ignoring my messages or two,
even if he does reply its just a word or so,
tonight i found him giving more ignorance to what im facing,
i feel as if a stake has been driven into my chest,
it hurts,
it hurts so bad,
i just want the torment to end,
i stand here alone in my room,
plagued by emotions that weren't meant to bloom,
i shared my emotions on twitter,
only for you not to give a fuck at all,
you're prolly having fun at some after party which i didn't want to attend,
heck u must be having the time of your life, you are after all sleeping over,
tonight i shed more tears of remorse,
as i fell in love with a someone so coarse,
why can't you see that your actions make me so sad?
why can't you tell that u make me feel inferior and unimportant as well?
why oh why cant you effing tell,
tonight i shed more tears until theres no more to shed at all.
and all i have is just a screen to type to as no one cares at all.