Exam stress. It really messes with your mind, I agree.

You might feel, "shit, not enough time...that's it, I'm pulling an allnighter today."

or...

"dammit, i don't get this question - or that, how the hell did that answer come about?" and realising, there might not be enough time to ask tomorrow - there might not be enough time to learn...dammit, what to do?

or...

You'll spend ages lying awake at night thinking "i can still do more. i must study. theres not enough time left. more, more, more."  somewhere in your mind and heck, somewhere along the line you might randomly get up at 3am in the morning after restlessly shuffling around in bed for the last 4 hours to study again.

however, when exams draw nearer...the importance of sleep may override the necessity of studying. You'll be awake, telling yourself, "i must sleep. i need to go to sleep or i won't be able to concentrate tomorrow," along with a billion other things running through your mind - plans made, timings..."I must sleep."

sadly, for some reason, the more you tell yourself you want to sleep, the less likely you'd be able to. why? who the hell knows?

but it happens.

breakdowns, the "i must" mentality, the need to-do-something, everything.

You'll get through it Anne. you will.

College is starting on Monday.
finding it a bit hard pressed that they're giving us our schedules on the same day.
had some mishaps but it should be okay this time.
Maths and product design clash but...hopefully, theres some space in my schedule for both, and all five of my subjects...