Alas, what I would do to catch a bit of the above.
so...discussing the weather...
Recently, Mr. weather has sent out 'I'm chill' signals with temperatures ranging between 8-14 degrees.
General public reaction: :D
However, today, it decided, "Hello ol' chaps, aren't I just fine today at 22 degrees? Jolly good day!"
General public reaction: -_-?
...moving on.
This has been the scenario the last few days, poke-fied.
Enemy uses blackout!
It's super effective!
Flamie uses sweet sugar drink!
No effect!
Enemy uses fuzzy vision!
It's super effective!
Flame uses die-you-sunova-bitch!
Enemy is down.
Hmm....from what i've seen of singaporean adverts, they're rather...well dull. (no idea about malaysia's) have a look at this, anne, kenji.
I don't know whether to laugh or facepalm at the conversation I had today with my japanese teacher.
So, yeah, when I tell her I think I pretty much won't have much time for it thus am unsure if I should take it...which is why I tried to change subject to art/ photography (hey, more related to my career choices later on) and two subjects that I really wouldn't stress over...
...basically, when I told her I wasn't sure if I could actually revise for it with all my other subjects that take up so my of my free time and that well...I really do not understand most of what is going on very well, and that it is complicated to me in the sense that my understanding is vague...
...she pretty much summed up to me that I was,
1. lacking motivation, has nothing to do with my other subjects.
2. running away from the subject because I found it hard by trying to switch it to another one, thus being a bit 'immature.'
which, okay, fine, thanks, it is great that she is blunt but, really, to be honest, no, it isn't like that.
1. my health is shit, my other subjects are very time consuming, I assure you, (8k words - 1 of 3 assignment's due this fri anyone?) it really isn't a question of motivation.
2. flamie, actually, adores hard stuff. now, it isn't it being hard as it is complicated to understand, vague - and that I really do not have much time to go over everything so that it is not vague, because, at the end of the day, universities will be looking at your A levels, and heck, if you can't score well with it, you might as well just not take it, because it would seriously bring you down. Oxbridge? With those B's at A levels... far cry, buddy.
When considering these, am I really just some immature, lazy kid who is lacking motivation to revise?
Ugh, sorry kenji, anne, my pride has been wounded, thus this...random rant.
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