29th october

final fantasy eh? :O

i wish i had more things to post about. LOL

i feel so pampered =( i asked my parents for an iphone 4s and they said they'd get it for me in a few days. and im like "wow" im spoiled :(

so yea anyways had tuition earlier in the morning today, my sleeping patterns are back to normal as well . AMAZINGGG

after next week my exams will be officially over and i can bid secondary school goodbye once and for all. doubt i'll be getting my 12 points but its fine

looking back on these 4years of education, or well 4years of life in a asian version of high school. they were well memorable

i could see myself mature as the years passed on,

in year 1 i was a pampered spoiled little brat,oh wait i still kinda am, oh well i was way more immature in thinking then, i thought that by spewing vulgarities and acting gangsta that it'd be intimedating , ahh good times... there was a whole lot of dramatic conflicts back then, involving msn blogs and friendster then. haha good times. i had the most amazing first 3 months of secondary school there. everything went downhill from then on,

in year 2, it was a whole lot of lazing around, followed by your average drama, bad teachers, education, basically meh. friendships falling apart. etc etc. not really memorable

in year 3 however, things changed i started becoming more mature in my thinking. no longer da internet gangsta, i started to think about the stupidity of my actions, and started thinking on a whole new perspective, it was this year that i was introduced to dota by shadow. and through that game. well. things started to differ, it was interesting at first. because of this one single game, i reconciled with a friend who well hated me from year 2. it was because of this game that i started to be known as a "pro" player from the people of my grade. well known by the simpletons actually. i started to vent out my anger onto those i hated in the game. it was well fun and interesting. i noticed myself transitioning from a spoiled pampered brat, who is mean to the bone and superficial in everyway, into well someone nicer, who could keep thy opinions to myself. it was interesting to see myself change. amazing year indeed. i realized that a single game such as this made me a lot of new friends and helped me meet a lot of new people. and for this great experience which made me more social rather then quiet in a new class enviroment i thank you shadow. because you introduced me into this game, made me realize i have the potential to excel in anything i put my mind into, i remember when we started dota and we were getting raped by innocent easy ais , but look at me now i can confidently go into almost any game n thrash the hell out of anyone in it. looking back, year 3 was definitely an interesting year to behold.

and finally. year 4, the final year. its not completely over yet, its suppose to be a studious year, but yet here i am blogging and basically burning my time away because i simply will not study.anywho, this year has gone by so fast. i mean it was just january and now its already the time for my finals. nothing much to comment about this year. there were fallouts, stupid moments, disappointments,fun times and well basically all the crappy things a teen goes through. it was this year that i finally felt infatuated with someone. someone way out my reach but it was worth the experience, i started feeling the emotions all the people i claim to be simpletons go through, it was well amazing and yet sad at the same time. ahhh, lets hope next year i fall for someone actually in reach for me. and well worth my time and effort, and with this i bid my days of secondary school fare well. well in a week that is. TEEHEE.

VERBAL SPAMZM FTW.