23rd June 2012

its been roughly a month since i posted an entry, its roughly 4am in japan now, i just spent a week here, its been a rather mundane trip actually, been bored to my wits end. roughly 4hours more till i go to the airport for a plane back to singapore(which i have been dying to go back to) i miss my room, my bed, the comfort. 

so, nothing much has happened the past month, i flunked a few tests, not sure if i can maintain the GPA to enter a local Uni, don't really care though. i besides that, my 2weeks of holiday,1 was spent gaming/going out, the other was spent here in Osaka, i doubt i spent them wisely, i haven't studied much. i realized here in poly , i can't just slack off and mantain a B average anymore. intelligence only gets u halfway there sadly. though even after saying that i doubt i'll put in more effort anyway.

besides the academic bullshit, i think someone likes me, its rather obvious he has an interest in me lol. i met him on a social network site. he's in the army currently. we went out once, and he's making it really obvious that he likes me. i dont feel the same :/ im trying to be as nice as i can to not lead him on or crush him. blehhhh. emotions are a hassle aren't they. no love is a hassle. stupid cupid and his arrows. can't bloody aim 2 people properly with his stupid arrows, bloody diaper wearing baby.

while im still ranting on that, what exactly is love? hmmmmmmm, its kinda hard to start questioning human emotions when you're hearing nicki minaj. LOL so i shall not dabble into that.

anyways hope u 2 have been doing well.