3rd May 2012

hello, how's everyone been. its 3am now, im doing my assignments. i missed a whole day of school yesterday :3 a tedious one in fact. mainly because i was lazy, but being a good student i went to the doctor for a medical certificate. all this because well, i have this growth in my left eye, it hurts as hell and it looks bad @_@ im not sure if i should go school tomorrow, afterall its a pretty short day, anyways how are u flamie and anne, i miss u guys, school has been rather interesting, i've met all sorts of personalities i must say, im still being all happy flamboyant me, and sometimes that comes of as mean, i already have the reputation of harsh mean guy among my friends, but meh i know my limits. the modules in my course are rather plain, the business related modules in calculation terms are rather boring, but nothing i can't handle(im a genius) afterall. i have presentation slides to do, and a presentation to do next week, hopefully it'll turn out alright. i can't help but miss my secondary school days, where things were much much simpler, poly is good dont get me wrong, but i miss the simple mornings, waking up at fixed timings, wearing a uniform, meeting my friends, chilling in the class illegally playing with our phones, while waiting for the teacher to arrive, having to stand and greet every teacher, assembling at the courtyard for the anthem. oh how much different poly is from that, i actually greeted some random lecturers/teachers only to have them ignore my greeting, its weird, the enviroment here is much more mature, its like a college, i guess i have to get used to picking out my outfits, waking up at irregular timings, doing assignments into the late nights, presentations etc, i guess you can say i'm not transcending well into my new enviroment, i cant help but miss secondary school. oh let me continue, i've met some nice people more or less, but not people i'll choose to invest trust in, i mean its always been that way for me has it not?, i hardly tell the people in real life about the problems i have, i usually bottle them up or tell u guys, i'll be the listener , not the listened, i really miss the good old times, though a futile emotion this is, seeing how time travel is impossible(well at the moment). im guessing the poly life will give me a better perspective of life, but i doubt it'll affect my mentality much, seeing as how the way i already view life is adult-like enough, though a little immaturity wouldn't hurt. i miss the good old times where we would just maple and laugh at the tombs fighting the bosses. but i guess thats a part of life huh? moving on. oh a lighter note, there's a whole bunch of activities to do in the poly, i've chosen archery. i've yet to receive any notifications from them though. so lets see how that goes, its funny, when we started this blog i wanted to update it everyday, i wanted it to be something like journal entries, but meh, k i'll see u guys next time ;)